Eggy's World ♥

Jan 25th

2012-01-26T00:54:00.001+08:00

One month and still couting.
Love you babe <3

Love is in the air!

2012-01-21T22:52:00.003+08:00

Had a great night spent with you =)
Not really a date but finally we met!
Looking forward to our official one.

P.S. Puppy babe <3

It's 2012 already!?

2012-01-07T11:49:00.003+08:00

ohhh time passed so fast.
It's 2012 already!!!

2011 was a great one because I've met AWESOME people like you guys! (you know who you are)
Thinking back about how we started get close to each other, talked crap every night, share secrets and stories, spam each other's notification.
Those memories are still fresh in mind.
I'm always thankful to have you guys in my life.
I've learnt so much from you all.

and my 18th birthday was the most awesome day!
LOVE LOL TTM!!! you guys know me so well T.T
Forever loving the gift <333
I cherish every moment with you guys.
Hope to meet you real soon!

P.S. Let's not stop loving each other my dearest LOL family! <3

Xmas!

2011-12-26T18:13:00.003+08:00

Hang out with my babes in the morning!
ShinYee, Manju, WanXin (Buey I wish you were with us)
Had awesome time sharing our latest stories.
It feels great to meet them again.
It feels great that we still talk to each other like how we used to be,
sharing every single bits of our very own lives.
How I wish we have more time like this =(

Met up with other loved ones after lunch
Jenn Jenn!!!!!!!! Sha-nisse, MayZee, YiRou, and all.
All of you look shoo prettay now! all grown up ladies huh ;)
Camwhore at the DP's field.
It had been so long since the last time we did that.
I don't care if the others thought we were crazy or something.
We're just like that. Crazy yet AWESOME!!! =D

Had dinner at Jo's place.
Awesome food! thank you Jo's mama! =)
We were laughing most of the time and seriously I went exhausted after that.
Thank to Professor Teng's odd yet lame actions. Really LOL-ed the whole night.
Thank you Jo for fetching me back home.
You take care aite! see you in 4months time! love you lotsa!!! <333

Planned to sleep after I got home but was up to check out something.
And here the lame convo happened :
Me : eggy got no legs so I just *rolls*
GLZ : *stares*
Me : *rolls faster*
GLZ : *stares longer and deeper harder*
Conclusion : This is what we got when the lame met the lame. LOL

That was how my awesome 2011 christmas ended xD
Love u guys!!!

P.S. Boss, jangan potong gajiku, I go study now >< haha

o.O

2011-12-26T11:06:00.004+08:00

To be honest, so much doubts in my mind.
I don't know what's gonna happen next but there's no turning back as you said.
No matter how, let's try to work it out.
I'm still on my way to learn.
Give me some time will ya?

2011-12-20T10:27:00.002+08:00

It's like finally.
Cleared up everything.
Relieved or regret?
Somehow, part of it still there.
I thought I already let it go, I thought I moved on.
But it hurts still...
Should learn how to bear with the pain.
I will soon be alright.

P.S. You worth more than that.

=)))))

2011-12-14T21:47:00.002+08:00

그대 때문에 웃는다.

Whatever you do, I just smile.

P.S. Recalling those moments make my day ^^

久违了!

2011-12-09T23:20:00.002+08:00

I love how it feels like when my heart skips a beat =)

Sometimes you don't need a reason to smile and you just do.

2011-11-23T10:26:00.003+08:00

Pfft ><

Go away if you don't get me, well perhaps you don't even want to.

It's ok I can still live well.

P.S. Thank god for my mistake. THANK GOD!

GREAT!

2011-11-21T00:19:00.002+08:00

Awesome people, awesome friends, awesome feelings, awesome food =)

Had a really great time with schoolmates today!

It was actually a class party but ended with all the people from different classes (PHY) came along.

How nicey to have all these people in life.

I really laughed so much today and enjoyed every moment.

You just have no idea how much they meant to me now.

I don't need a reset button I just need a REPLAY button.

To replay every moment I've been through.

You guys are the reason why I still stay strong when I'm alone here =)

Stay happy like this. That's what I want from y'all.

P.S. Loving you guys more day by day <3

Hang out!

2011-11-19T23:17:00.002+08:00

Wasn't really a complete one but I truly appreciate every moment I got to spend with you guys! <3

The man with cleavage and that 5 bucks girl -.-

AHAHAH ~

And the burger was nice to be honest, at least worth my sweat and strength to walk all the way there. ehiek!

And my legs pfft >< nah, it's ok! hehe

P.S. You know I love you!

17.11.2011

2011-11-19T23:14:00.005+08:00

Adventurous yet tiring day ~

But I've never regret for going there =)

Such a great time to have with all the schoolmates!

So much I've learnt..

You guys make my life different, so glad that I got to meet all these awesome people in life!

Thank you to whoever had helped us lots that day.

You know who you are ;)

P.S. Bruises and blue-blacks are marks of VICTORY!!!

P.S. Ehiek! =D

So fast?

2011-11-15T22:47:00.003+08:00

ahhhh lower six life coming to an end soon ~

Time passed real fast. Ide... *sighs*

I've only been there for 2months but somehow I can always feel the strong bonds within the classmates.

I meant like we got close to each other in just only 2months time but we already knew each other quite well and actually share our problems.

Now thinking back the 1st day I came here, I felt kinda rejected actually.

Everything seemed so different and strange to me ><

But I tried to talk to my classmates, mixed around with them.

After two months, after I got used to everything here.

Changes been made awwwwww T.T

Few classmates going to 1st class next year.

It may sounds like no big deal to others but for me.. I strongly feel the sadness inside me T.T

ahhhh everything is gonna be different next year.

I'm gonna miss my godbro especially! *1st godbro ever in my life*

I just hate changes, I always hope everything will stick to the same way.

It's like I still secretly shed tears whenever I think about my secondary school life with my best buddies in ijc ><

We can never go back to the past. And we could only recall all the memories in mind, replaying them like a slideshow. How frustrating isn't it?

The feeling when you know everything will not be the same anymore,

you can't do what you used to do anymore,

you can't talk to someone as much as you wanted anymore,

sucks this feeling ~ I personally hate it to the MAX! hmmm

I've been more emotional lately due to the environment changes and all.

Trying my best to suit myself in again =)

No matter how hard it's gonna be,

I still wish you guys best of luck in new class.

We will still see each other in school of course but I really hope that this bond between us will never break apart.

Hope that we will still talk to each other that much like we did that time.

Gonna miss you guys really muchie =(

T.T

2011-11-11T18:05:00.002+08:00

Completely broken down.
Ahhh I always thought I'm ok, I will soon be alright.

But well, I failed holding back my tears this time.

So heartbreaking all these words, of course I won't blame anyone for this.

I started all these and never really get well prepared I guess?

It's ok ChiewNee, a brighter day is always ahead waiting for ya!

You just have to work hard aite? *smiles*

At least you know you're so loved and blessed!

Thank you ~ my schoolmates who cheered me up =D

Promise you guys, no more next time! The crazy ass awesome GT will be back in 3, 2, 1!

BACK!!! Ehiek XPP

P.S. God just opened up a window for me when all the doors are closed.

2011-10-28T22:57:00.000+08:00

So sicked. yea sicked...

P.S. T.T

KyuHyun - 늦가을 (Late Autumn)

2011-10-28T09:48:00.000+08:00

...

2011-10-27T01:25:00.002+08:00

대체 왜 이래? 왜요??

Can I not choose?

Wrong timing. pfft ><

Sometimes things just won't go with the flow but go against it.

And when you lose your faith, that's it. THE END.

P.S. are you sneezing right now?

Harro!!!

2011-10-26T11:50:00.004+08:00

HI HI peeps!

If you've always follow up with my blog's update, notice that I've changed my blog skin? XD

Nice no?? YEA? IKR! Loving the blog header so muchhhh =)

Well well, why winter theme?

Just simply because the previous one was autumn >< haha

Being so emotional recently, so I guess I should turn my blog into one too. *great owner*

It gonna make me feel more now whenever I visit my own blog.

Snowinggggg ~ WAE Malaysia no winter?? *sighs*

Anyway, why am I here again today?

hmm... Final exam is on its way, to HAUNT ME! *shivers*

Gahhhh... I've never liked exam T.T

So muchhhhh to study, I feel so exhausted.

I read facebook everyday instead, just don't feel like studying.

Where's my motivation I used to have????

How I wish I could go back to the past and get all my motivations back.

I kinda left them somewhere after I sat for SPM. Not a good idea huh?

Going through the up and down in my life, seriously more than I expected.

I try not to pity myself so much it will just make me weak.

I don't like to be weak cause it's always the time people start to take advantage by hurting you unintentionally.

The very 1st thing I tell myself when a new day starts : You're a tough girl chiewnee =)

Tried to smile as much as possible. "I'm a happy girl!"

My smiles might be nothing to somebody but who knows they could just make someone's day?

So just smile more aite!? teehee XD

My babes are coming back for holidays.

Ahhh ~ why exam why?? waeeeeeeee!?!?

I miss my babes =(

Can I just sneak out for some fresh air and have some sweet time with ma friends? o.O

How I wish I can spend more time with them.

Honestly, they meant so much to me. They could tell what's in my mind even I never utter a word.

They understand me and never let me down.

I love you guys <333 so muchhh.

P.S. Babe, only you could see what's hiding under the smiles.

나쁘다...

2011-10-25T19:39:00.003+08:00

Balancing.. yea..

Every spot seems not right.

Save a place for myself in ma heart <3

And you, I shall reconsider.

Love is so bad bad bad bad bad...

Love is a sickness

Can I get a witness?

Dreamie

2011-09-30T20:06:00.008+08:00

Last night, you were there.

I was sitting there, I heard your footsteps from the back.

And then you stand right behind me.

You said : I adore you ~

You gently put your hand on my shoulder.

I grabbed it and promised I'll never let you go.

P.S. How I wish it was real. FA =(

Brand New Life!

2011-09-16T21:21:00.003+08:00

2 weeks already since raya holidays ended ~

I think most of you know that I went back to Form6 to study..

5th September - The new journey of my life =)

Super sesat on the 1st day, went into my "floating class" and went STUNNED ~

we have no classroom, we study in the Physics lab instead ~

How sad for a Kluster school, don't even have classroom for lower6 =.=

Oh ya, I'm in a physics class ya.. A physic student! *proud*

Teachers there were being nice to me, fortunately *wipes sweat*

For a student like me, who is late for 3months suffer a lot seriously.

Especially when you look at the homeworks and went @.@

I've never been in this kind of situation before.

It's super frustrating, cause I used to be a"quite smart" student in my previous school but now I've become like a dumbo and don't know anything about what I read.

Mixed feelings =(

I have no idea how to tell my parents, when they ask me, I will just say "yea, I can handle it no matter how."

But I doubt about my answer ><

Anyway, I ain't gonna give up! I will try my best cause I'm duh GT! teehee XD

And I've got a super "awesome" results for my monthly test! ahahahahaha

But there are always good things ~

I've met nice friends there!!! Not forgetting my old classmates/schoolmates - Ming Fern, May Pin, Aileen who are now in the same class as meeee!

and Hui Yi, Mei Yong a lot a lot more =)

and I've found myself my long lost twins sista! Cai Jun!!!

A prettay girl just like me! ahahah ~

and OMGAH! I found that our characters are just so similar! especially the ss-ness! XD

She feels pretty and I think I'm hot! LOL!

We just close to each other in 2 weeks time! I think I've found another soulmate of mine! =)

I will try to love my Form6 life!

Enjoy everything I'm doing at this moment,

appreciate everything I have now.

I'm gonna live my life to the fullest!

I'm a happy girl!!! weeeeee ~!!!

P.S. LOL I miss you guys so much <3

2011-09-14T20:36:00.002+08:00

Afterall, I found an answer.

And it will be kept forever in my heart.

This time, I'm gonna let the God works it out ^^

No more rushing, no more frustrating.

I believe in myself.

I believe in God.

I believe in love & I believe in you.

Let the fate decides,

Cause I know true love takes a long time =)

P.S. ILY babe <3

He is love

2011-08-26T23:17:00.003+08:00

I lost my faith, in my darkest days.

He makes me want to believe.

They call him love.

He's love and he's all I need.

He is all I need...

P.S. IMY =(

2011-08-24T22:15:00.002+08:00

It is just as hard as getting a star from the sky.

I will never get you to look at me, even a glance I guess?

I wanna end everything right now before everything gets more complicated.

Before the feelings get deeper and stronger...

Cause I know it gonna hurts like hell later if I just let it flows.

Ain't gonna hurt myself, ain't gonna hurt anyone.

Just end it this way.

For the sake of you and me.

2011-08-14T19:26:00.002+08:00

Finally I get to know what life really stands for..

You will never get everything right,

sometimes you even have to live in agony for others happiness.. That's called life.

That was what I've learnt in this whole year.

只有我的梦想是不切实际，这句话我永远都会记得。

对，我就是自私，我失败，我幼稚，我永远都是不切实际。

Loved & Blessed

2011-07-27T02:17:00.003+08:00

Thank you for all the concerns.
Guys trust me! The Awesome GT will be back!

And to LOL family, I love u guys to the max! I meant it!
Thank you for always being there when I'm having a hard time.

ShinYee & Buey, listened to my probs and I'm really thankful for that =)
Matt, Sam & Jo always being like big bros to me, giving me advices & support ~ Thank you!
And QiQi thanks for always asking me to sleep early altho I've never listened to you ><

I'll try to okay ~

"Don't stress urself too much"

"Everything is gonna be alright so dun worry"

"Take ur time"

"You have us!"

My eyes went teary after reading all these, you guys make me feel so loved *touched*

And this made me know that I'm still blessed by God for having such awesome family-like friends like you guys in my life ^^

Without y'all, I don't know who else to lean on at a time like this ><

I Love You All! <3

P.S. I love you Dad & Mom =)

공감!?

2011-07-27T00:43:00.002+08:00

Jessica showed me a CF of TVXQ for Pepsi who had this "공감" words as the background ~

LMAO! She read it as KongKam! LOL!!!

Well, she tried google translate it but it turned out to be "Gonggam" which is just the romanization of the word =.=

and she used another website to translate it means sympathy but WHY SYMPATHY WHEN U'RE DRINKING PEPSI???? LOL

Koreans please tell me what it means thank you! =)

4 days 3 nights in KL

2011-07-26T23:37:00.007+08:00

Thinking back about how excited I was when I know I'm gonna start my college soon ~

Yea, now I'm already here...

1st night here was ouch ~ cried and cried because of homesick.

I didn't expect that I'll miss home this much =(

I miss my mom the most T.T

I've spent 3days here and 2days in Taylors University ><

I really love the environment here, everything in campus is shooo ermmm comfortable and nice =)

1st day of orientation, I was so lost ><

All strange faces around me and strange place I was in ~

Met a nice girl named Nardia, I found her purse!!! ahah XD

Shaked hand with a cute angmo from I don't know where ><

Saw a very pretty girl and a cute guy in MPH =)

And a girl from Indonesia, Angelica who smiled and talked to me a bit when we were in the Lecture Theater.

And I kinda like the lecturer Tony Leung altho I've only met him once during my briefing.

He seems like a nice person for me.

Then saw a cute KOREAN guy outside LT12 EHIEK!!! XD

went for lunch at B. Station with Buey ^^

and then dinner was with Justin, Jess and their friend ~

3 of us walked home together ~~~

2nd day in campus, went to school at 10something because I don't have to go for English Entrance Test weeeeee!!!

Tried ChaTime for the 1st time, Latte with pearls & coffee jelly ~

Coffee all taste the same pfft ><

Then skipped all the briefing in MPH ~ I'm indeed a bad student ><

Went Sunway Pyramid to have lunch in Full House with Buey =)

Then went back to foodcourt in sch and meet her dad.

Uncle, thank you for your advices! ^^

After Buey left, I've spent 3hours in library today to read a book named "Happiness"

Learned so much from the book!!

Dinner was with Justin and Jess in Popi Popi PIZZA! hehe XD

3 of us walked back home together again, 1st time walking back this late *it's kinda late for me lar *

After tonight, my "holidays" is going to an end =(

I'm leaving back to Melaka 2mrw bcz of some personal reasons.

But for the 2days I've spent in Taylors, I know somehow I'll be back in here ~

Just wait and see!

I'll be back after I settle everything in Melaka!!

P.S. I'm going to ChaTime 2mrw before I leave ^^

and I feel sorry for Jess cause she will be alone again ~ sorry Jess, I'll be back! =)

5년동안.. 감사합니다!

2011-06-30T14:52:00.002+08:00

30th June, it's a day that nobody knows except for myself.
Thank you for everything in these years.
Thank you for bringing me happiness =)

내 인생에 그대 없으면.. it wouldn't be completed.
오빠들.. 진심으로 미안하고 감사합니다.
이 길을 같이 걷고싶은데.. 내 손을 잡고 계속 걸을해? ^^
화이팅!
*Always Keep The Faith*

P.S. I know you will be back.

2011-06-26T18:39:00.002+08:00

Everything is getting sickening.
Seriously, I hate this.
I don't know what had made things going this way.
When you're getting everything wrong, I felt like my heart just been stabbed.
Perhaps you feel the same too when I fought back.
I really don't want this to keep growing between us.
Can't we just live in peace at least for a moment?
I feel annoyed when she cared too much, I feel hurted when he acted like he didn't care.
What's wrong with the way I express myself?
I always thought before I said, think and think so that you won't get me wrong again.
I've tried so hard but everytime I failed.
You will never get them right.
I'm getting tired of talking to you.
I'm getting sicked of trying to make you understand me more.
Of course I knew it so well that you love me more than loving yourself but..
you always expressed it in some wrong ways that I couldn't accept.
And now you're trying to act like you don't care anymore just like what I'm doing now.
I don't know since when everything getting so grrrr....
From the time I made up my mind that I'm not staying?
I think I've hurted you deeply with the decision I've made but...
I only live once I don't wanna have any regret in life.
And now that's the only thing left I need to you to know.
Sorry for being selfish but I have no choice.
Forgive me for doing things I want in life.
Forgive me for wanna have no regrets in life.
Forgive me for working hard to get I want.
Forgive me for leaving.

P.S. I love you just like how much you love me.

Stay or Leave?

2011-06-18T13:31:00.002+08:00

I've been questioning myself so many times.
If I'm given a chance to leave, should I just grab it and go with no doubt?
But I thought of you, I struggled.

At least for now I really don't need it.
Overloaded stuff is always no use and sickening.
You would be mad of me if you see this but that's the fact!
To be frank, I don't know how to show my appreciation .
So whatever, I don't care.

Perhaps one day in the future, when it's slipping away from my hands..
That moment only I'll realise that I have to hold it tight.
But for now, I have nothing in my mind, not even the thought of staying.

The little girl from the past, you'd have to let go of her hands no matter how.
You have to let her go, she has her own little world.
She needs to grow up without your help.
You can't be with her forever *as I said, there's no forever in this world.

Just let me go now, only I'll be back later.

P.S. I love you.

I love you?

2011-06-15T21:54:00.003+08:00

Instead of that, I'm gonna say I heart you!
Love you babe ~

The chiewneeGT's Youtube Channel

2011-06-05T21:09:00.004+08:00

I created a youtube account not long ago.
Well, it's actually a new accout cause I've deleted the previous one ><
It's where I upload all my covers =)
I'm not a pro singer or what and I'm just doing what I like.
So far I've only been doing song covers, I thought of dance covers too but I always took a very long time to learn the dance steps.
If you're patient enough, just wait and see ^^
Anyway, here you go chiewneeGT my Youtube channel.
On the way to more subscribers ~ I'm working hard! =D

Song Yi Soo The Scheduler

2011-06-01T22:46:00.002+08:00

So you were the one who made me couldn't sleep well for the pass few days?
GOSH! WAE???
I slept at 4 something in the morning yesterday because of you!
How you gonna pay me back?? XD
My heart ached and I cried for 2hours! DARN! T.T

P.S. I Heart My Man. Yea, I'm telling you!

49days

2011-05-31T22:51:00.000+08:00

Sad couple =(

2011-05-29T21:52:00.002+08:00

最近听了一首歌，炎亚纶的“只看见你”。
其中一句，好有感觉..
【看着你就想抱你在怀中，你温柔的背后是心情的曲折。】
不，我没在装感性啦。
只是...

♥ LOL 1st outing!

2011-05-23T15:58:00.006+08:00

So yea.. FINALLY! 7 of us got to hang out together!! woot!!!

Ermm... how should I start?
I went there at 1pm ++ ShinYee was there alr.
Then we waited for Buey to come.
Here come the other "girl"
Dang Dang!!! QI QI ~~~
You know what, yesterday was my 1st time to see him face to face ><
So ShinYee was like : hey, is that Wei Qi? or no?
me : ermm.. I think so, I'm not sure. xP
Until he waved and we were like : ok, that's him! =D

After Buey came, we went upstairs to buy Matthew's b'day present.
A cap which is too big for his head. sorry Matt =(
Somebody said that guy there with janggut is cute!? kssjfhfhfhdjfkdhfs
ok, different taste. ahaha

Then lunch time ~
I had lunch with family before that so I just sat there and admired all the LOL members.
Don't give me that (=.=)/(o.O) looks. I'm a stalker remember? ehiek!
Conclusion :
1. Mikey eats too slow.
2. Justin talks too fast.
3. Sam WAE you cut your hair? ok, it looks nice actually =)
4. Jowayne's green glasses? LOL
5. Qi Qi has NICE fingers!
6. Lastly me = being ss as always ~
*Matt went to have lunch with someone else.. pffff!

And we gave the present to Matt but we forgot about something!
ehem hem..
Buey and I were like : itu.. don?!? don!! (Korean) geugae ~ DON! ermm
The "girls" didn't get what we meant.
After sometimes
Wei Qi : ohh! *grabs the bag & ... *

I wanted to go to the toilet desperately ~
So Buey and I went to the toilet near karaoke there.
me : O.O''' So many people ~
okay, TAHAN SIKIT!
Then Jo told us he's leaving at 4pm which was like half an hour more.
So we decided not to go to karaoke 1st and went for "kolam" instead =(
BUT NO TOILET THERE!!?? OK GREAT!
Fortunately, those people were gone when I got there again. hiew~~~

I didn't get the chance to show off my "awesome" skills for "kolam".
Better not, I don't want my image to jatuh again.
Jo went back after pool =((((
He's now in Perak *sobs*
Jowayne you better come back more often!! cause I want our 2nd official outing!!!
WE MISS YOU JO! Take care k!!!
Please remember that we're always here for you.
Feel free to spam on LOL if you're having any problem there =)

We went Justin's house after Jo left.
Buey, I love your Baby, Smokey and Xiahki and the other 2 puppies.. so adorable, I want one!!!
Mikey, both legs on the chair after Buey let Baby in the house. ahah xD
Had some fun chit chat-ing and the so called "karaoke" channel.
Well, at least we got to sing a bit.
Sam had to leave at 7pm so =((((
NO ikan bakar ~
Matt fetched me back and the end of our 1st outing.

I want the 2nd outing so badly =)
LOL, I miss you guys alr ~

*Little boy aka Jack RIP..
screw that irresponsible driver, go rot in hell!!!
(Teared up reading those messages his friends posted on his wall)
Such a waste ~ haih...

Taylorian??

2011-05-20T19:27:00.005+08:00

I went all the way to Taylor's University with my daddy yesterday to send in my application.
After paying for that RM650 registration fees, I got my student ID! woot!!!
So I'm a half Taylorian now?

BUT BUT I regreted for sending my application so fast/regreted for making the decision to go Taylor's *sighs*
Everything happens for a reason, Taylor's YOU KNOW WHY!!!
Don't make me hate you before I enter the uni. WTH!?
This is how the thing happened.
Well, last week I went to the Taylor's roadshow at Studyques.
The lady there told me I could actually get 12k discount with my 9As results.
It's freaking RM12,000!!! NOT RM120!!
I filled up all the form and the Malay lady in Taylors told me about the high archiever scholarship.
Alright, I alr know about it BUT WTH!!! I still have to go for an interview??? I HATE INTERVIEW!
Ok fine! for the sake of saving money I should just go for it.

But here the SHIT happened..
Went upstairs to ask about the scholarship.
Another lady : "Sorry, the application is CLOSED since early of this month."
WTF!!?!?
SO I called the agent and asked WHY didn't she tell me earlier about this.
And know what!!? She said she's not informed by the Taylor's ppl.
How could you people downstairs still ask me to apply for it when the upstairs people said it's closed!!!??? HOW COULD YOU!!??

Not the end of this shit yet ~
Then my dad and I went to ask for the hostel thingi.
Two days ago my dad called, the man told him July intake will be people moving out so maybe I can move in.
AND NOW!!!
the other man : "Sorry, the rooms are fully booked. Even single room."
me : "OMFG dhfjdhfalkdjadaskdhaska"
the other man : "maybe you can try to ask for the rental of the HOTEL (yea, without the "s", staying in hotel to study, you freaking kidding me right???) and I'll put your name under waiting list maybe one month or two months?"

My dad went to ask then (no choice cause he wants me to stay in the campus)
the hotel man : "ermm.. how long you want? we charge by one night RM125 free with breakfast."
me again : "ffkjdjdlfsdkfs, who cares about the breakfast!!?!?"
My dad just smiled and walked out.
If my name were to on the waiting list for 2months or longer, imagine the rental!!!

So I'm having 2 huge problems right now.
Accommodation & that super expensive tuition fees =(((((
I was so happy the moment I got my student ID.
But you just turned me down with your stupid "sorry"
Sorry no cure, heard about it?
My happiness lasted not even 5minutes *cries*

HAIH ~~~ *sighs*
So should I be happy for being a half Taylorian?

P.S. I should've followed you =(

Finally ~

2011-05-14T21:17:00.003+08:00

It was out yesterday! JPA..
So unfortunately, I FAILED!
Damn! it took me so long for the page to load.
Hit the refresh button for million times, sitting in front of the monitor waited like an idiot! ><
I'm not that upset or sad anyway, I'm gonna learn how to deal with all these.

Now, Imma make a conclusion.
I'll be going to Taylor's University for Foundation in Architecture.
Hopefully everything goes well when I get there.
I can't wait to start my new life there!
And the other great news is Buey might be going to Taylors too! WOOT!
That's the only thing I like about you JPA ~

And I did something yesterday while waiting.
I sent my application to audition,jype.com.
OMG! I crazy ke?
yeah, kinda.. haha..
Nah, I just tried it since I have always wanted it.
I have nothing to lose right?
But then! Maybe it sensed that I wasn't sincere enough so my application wasn't send successfully.
It just keep on loading and load AGAIN & AGAIN! garhhh!!!
JPA & JYP why lar both of you doing that to me??

P.S. Seems like it's not over yet. You knew it.

[Song Cover] 사랑은 비를 타고 - 씨엔블루.wmv

2011-05-10T15:49:00.000+08:00

I need the instrumental version!!! JongHyun's voice is so loud! T.T

Updated! ^^

2011-05-07T18:22:00.012+08:00

What have I been doing recently?
Baro..... korean comics! I'm reading ~
<하백의 신부>
*Found out about this comic on the website which sells korean books.
Unfortunately, I only manage to download till vol. 12!
Awww wae??
I couldn't find any other websites for me to dl the others Somebody please help! T.T

By the way, I'm planning to buy another novel from the site.

<어디선가 나를 찾는 전화벨이 울리고>
I've read the 1st two pages & I found it not bad. hehe..
But I always need google translate while reading this ><

AND NOW DANG DANG!!!
I went out with WanXin & ShinYee yesterday!
We actually only planned to shop and shop and shop.
We didn't plan to watch any movie.
BUT we ended up watching THIS!!!!

*I pronounced it as TOR (a thai singer's name) in thai accent. ehiek!
This is like the best movie I ever watched in these years.
Full of excitements & .... hotties!!!
This dude is just way too hot! *melts*
I love that part he went to the pet shop and said : "I need a horse."
OMG! This line seriously made my day!

Chris Hemsworth wae you just so hot!??
wae are you taken???
wae are you married?? T.T

What should I do???

2011-05-01T15:51:00.002+08:00

I don't know since when but everything you said meant something big to me.
You know what, even a word that you "just saying" made me hesitated.
I used to take few steps forward, but now I'm gonna hold on.
Just to see you will catch me if I fall...

P.S. And now you tell me what to do please!

The Royal Wedding

2011-04-30T12:51:00.012+08:00

awwww *melts*

Pippa & Prince Harry

Awww.... So lovely!!!! Waited for sometime just to see them KISS! ahaha.. SHOOO SWEET!

P.S. I'm officially a fan of Royal Family now! =)))

알아..

2011-04-27T21:25:00.003+08:00

This is it, I told myself.
나한테 네가 너무 멀어서.. 이제 다 끝났다.

P.S. You're indeed special.

Yop!

2011-04-26T22:44:00.005+08:00

4 days alr, I think I should blog ~
ahaha.. but with what? about what??

Ok, I finished watching Secret Garden last night.
Kim Joo Won, I'm so gonna miss you =(
I don't really like the ending though, why just couldn't make the mama accept them?
I don't get you script writer, since she alr got 3grandsons! it's 3 my goodness in 5years!
A bit over nyway.. haha..

And now I think I have 90% will be going to Taylor's ~
Why? because my papa said so, he wants me to take architecture straight & not waste money on A levels.
Taylor? not bad lar I havn't thought of it tho. Never ever thought of going to there =(
Just hope that ShinYee will be going too then we can stay together!
Yeah!!! at least I share my room with my "fiancee" and not somebody that come from nowhere that I don't know. I don't like ~~~
Woot! could be fun staying with her!!! ahaha...
But it's July intake, late July!!!
2more months my goodness! I don't wanna do nothing at home anymore!
I should just get a job on May but I'm just so lazy wanna work ><
My mind still on rest mode. Wake me up please somebody!

And I kinda think that I should take back my words =(
Channie!!! Wae I got divored with you??? no way ~~~ *cries*

Feeling empty tonight but not emo anymore,
I think I'll get better as time passes.
Still, I'm gonna miss you very soon.
Eventhough it's not that far actually but I still feel that way.
I so wanna tell you that I'm officially missing you like RIGHT NOW!
Please take good care of yourself, don't try to hide anything under your fake smiles. (Here I am, you just have to let me know..)
I know you did don't deny. (because I did the same..)
Till then, I'll be right here waiting for you.

P.S. See you soon.. miss ya ~

Happy birthday wuli Manju =)

2011-04-22T20:19:00.004+08:00

Actually I was suppose to post this up yesterday but...
stupid me listened to wrong songs so I only wrote till halfway.

Anyway, 21th April 2011!

Our beloved Manju's birthday!!! Manzuuu, you're a big girl now!!! 18!! woot^^

Awww.. she's 18 alr!!! time just flies ~ I still remember the 1st day I met her!
We were only 13, so young ~ And I was trying so hard to pronounce her name Man-ju-sri. Dang! and I was like : Huh? why her name so special? Is she a mixed or what?

Yea, a very special name indeed.. From that day till now, we've known each other for 4years++ but we only get close as in really close to each other in Form4, when I was sitting beside her in class. She knew almost all my stories, cause she's just so good in giving advices so I always tell her everything.

Facts about her :
1. prettay ^^
2. greatest laughter she has got =D
3. I love how she sneezes ~ woot!
4. she's always real! & sincere
5. I know she loves me!
6. and I love her too <3
7. helped me a lot in everything.. (when I say a lot I really meant it!)

And last year, me the ss GT loved so much going to the back and chit chat with them ~
So much fun last year, and also during tuition, chinese class.
Non stop laughing everyday, even till now.
If 5 of us happen to be together, you know what it gonna be ~ BOOM!! ehiek!
And now I really appreciate every moment I spend with her & the others as well.
I don't know what's gonna happen in the future, and we might be heading to different places, that would be harder for us to meet each other.
But I always remember 18th July, we've made a promise.
No matter what, we're seeing each other on this day!
Chingu ya, I hope we will stay like this forever! love you all <3
P.S. Happy belated birthday Manzuu ~~~ saranghae!^^

Not now I guess..

2011-04-21T20:25:00.001+08:00

I once thought I can do it,

but with your one smile.. Everything that stuff in my mind for so long just gone like how you poke the bubble ~ all gone.

Should I say thanks?

At least now I'm very clear of what I want.

But bring more... confusion...

또!

2011-04-21T20:08:00.003+08:00

그댈 다시 만났다.
그 느낌... 설레있는데 말도못하는거야..
난 대체 왜 널 그렇게 좋아해니?
같은 길을 걸고, 같은 곳에 가고... 그대는 혹시 나랑 똑같은 생각이 있습니까?
네 뒤모습을 보면 그순간는... 좀 아까웠어..
왜 난 그댈 잡지 못하는거야?
진짜바보같아.. 맞지?
나도 알아.. 너한테 난 친구밖에 아무도 아니야..
그래도.. 하고싶은 말이 있어, 난 지금도 네 옆에 있어..
아직 기다리고 있어...

P.S. Thank you for making me smile again =)

Secret Garden - ing!

2011-04-20T22:03:00.007+08:00

Yoop!!! I'm currently watching Secret Garden, kinda late I know ~
Hyun Bin as Kim Joo Won
Ha Ji Won as Kil Ra Im
They're both my favourite actors & actress!!! <3

Honestly, I love the original sound tracks more than the storyline itself, you know I don't really like fairytale-like drama. ahaha..
Especially the song sang by Baek Ji Young - That Woman. Awww!!! the lyrics just touched my heart! T.T

P.S. Here I am, 여기 here I am...

I like OLD ones!

2011-04-19T20:32:00.003+08:00

Hmmm...
Started to listen to all the old kpop songs, like few years back which they released on 2006/2007/2008.
What I think is OLD ones are still the best!!!
TVXQ - Rising sun (How ChangMin yelled "You know WHY ~~~~~~")
BIGBANG - Lies (I like the rap!!!!)
I'm currently downloading all the songs :
Last Farewell
Lies
Unforgettable
I believe

Oh, I miss you!

2011-04-18T17:31:00.003+08:00

You're my melody..
This song, sang by TVXQ just started playing in my mind while I was bathing just now.
For that moment I realised that it's been so long since the last time I listened to the 5voices all together.
Not JYJ or TVXQ ownself, but 5 of them singing together ~

I got into Kpop because of them,
thanks to DongBang, I've known 2more languages - Korean & Jap.
I just want to see 5 of them on the stage again, miss them so much =(

I used to tear up whenever I listen to PROUD, song for cassie *sobs*
I'm sorry for not being with you all, just admit that I'm a coward.
But I really miss my cry baby Micky, my dolphin angel Xiah, my ice prince JaeJoong, my charisma YunHo & my maknae ChangMin IMY T.T

Love brought us together, I'm waiting for miracle to happen..
God, you hear me? I want MIRACLE!

P.S. I'm holding back the tears. I love you! #forevercassiopeia

SS-ness is BACK!

2011-04-17T18:47:00.005+08:00

EHIEK!
I've been thinking of doing cover on some songs and upload them on youtube =)
Well, perhaps my voice sucks but I really wanna do this! ahaha..

So far, I've only done one cover collaborated with Buey ^^
(2 actually but the other one can't be revealed ><)
Dance cover not even one T.T
Now I so wanna do Twinkle Twinkle & Mirror Mirror.
One at a time, which one should I do 1st???

Song covers, list of the songs :
1. If - TaeYeon (since Mac I said I want this!)
2. By myself - Tiffany (since LAST YEAR!!!)
3. Love Song - BIGBANG (I can't sing TOP's part + I needa practice the rap!)
4. Before U GO -TVXQ (I can't scream like ChangMin WAE!?)
5. Ima Okuritai Arigatou - KARA (I don't have sweet voice T.T)

Crap!!! Which song??? Please choose for me!
Oh yeah!!! and a cover on Yiruma's Love Me! (I think this one can be done 1st! ^^)

P.S. Whenever I think of recording my voice turned to be so "sexy" WAE!???

14th & 15th

2011-04-15T16:49:00.004+08:00

yeap, went for my JPA interview yesterday.
Ok, everything went well I think? at least better that I expected.
Not that stressful as I thought it'd be xP
Just feel so fed up with my malay T.T
I can't speak malay properly *cries*
I'm a MALAYSIAN! WAE???

That girl named Chrissy (hope I didn't spell it wrongly?) who was in the same group as me, she's a nice one! ahaha..
She said : Good luck in getting the scholarship! after we came out from the interview room.. Nice girl isn't she?
Thank you papa for driving all the way to Nilai & wait there for 1hour.
I love you daddy!!!

Went to Pak Putra at night to meet my friends!!!
Awesome crazy friends! I just love you guys!!!
I had one roti telur, one roti kosong, tandoori chicken & limau ice for dinner! I like the limau ice there but why so little ice?? ahaha..
Afterthat we planned to go May Zee's house to chit chat, but she said her house was very messy, we still ended up chilling at her house tho.. haha.. "thanks" to " awkward silence" LOL

Talk & talk till 11something,
I just hope I could stay there a little bit longer cause
my god! We were laughing over all the nonsense we've said, and also Mei Yong's sexxay voice!
So muchie FUN!!! I'm missing you guys alr!!!
WanXin the driver fetched me home, thank you twan twin!!!
She actually drove to the wrong way and had to make a U-turn, plus it was raining! Hardly see and so dark ~ xP
Safely reached home, bathed & slept..

Today I woke up at 1pm!!! my goodness!???
I don't remember taking any sleeping pills!!!???
Wae I just slept like a dead one!??
My half day just gone like that! Crap!
Received a text message making me so confused right now.
But so what, I thought I said I'm over it now? or maybe not yet???
Whatever it is, I still gonna live my life!!! ^^
Gotta do housechores later ~ =(

P.S. Stay or let go, make no difference for me. T.T

I miss you guys alr!!!

2011-04-11T19:28:00.002+08:00

Hang out with Buey, ShinYee & Manju that day! woot!!!
Manzzuuuu & Buey!!! Please come back more often T.T

Actually Manju was supposed to have lunch with us but her mama came too early so she left at 1something *sobs*
I wanna talk to her more..
So left 3 of us and we went NORAEBANG!!!
It was like FINALLY I can sing korean songs!!! (Jetty's doesn't have so many korean songs *sighs*)

As what Buey stated on her blog,
I was bery bery upset + pekcek ~
So I sang (perhaps I screamed??) so loud to release all ~
Phew... feeling so much better afterwards (but it came back & haunt me at night again! damn it!)

We went for lunch at 4.30pm (wth!?? that wasn't lunch man!)
My lunch was ice-cream!!! (chocolate+vanila+strawberry+blueberry)
I need sweet thing when I'm in bad mood & ice-cream is the best!
We need to do this more often chingu ya!!!
Can't wait for our next outing^^

P.S. I LOVE YOU MY FRIENDS!!!

L.O.V.E

2011-04-10T14:05:00.003+08:00

If I tell you : No, Never!
and you'd say : Nah, stop acting innocent lar!
So, my answer is yes, yes I did.

Did you ever feel like you so wanna talk to this special one..
when you were happy, when you were down, when you were lonely..
You always wanted to tell him/her everything you've gone through,
so wanna tell him/her how you felt..

The one you always thought of all the time,
The one made your heart beats faster,
The one just made you smile by one text message,
The one you hope his/her name will always top your inbox,
The one made you think life's interesting because of the existence,
The one you so wanna lean on the shoulders when you cried,
The one you so wanna embrace when you felt like being abandoned by the world,
The one you so wanna listen to his/her voice everynight before you sleep.
The one you so wanna let him know that you actually existed!
So near yet so far...

And so wanna know did he/she feel the same as well?
If there's such person in your heart, you're in LOVE!

P.S. I guess I just missed my chance, but thank you for making me smile.

Bleeding...

2011-04-09T23:04:00.003+08:00

If you think it's that easy, please do it for me thank you..
Damn, it hurts like hell!!!
Why am I putting so much in this!? or not that much actually?
But seriously, I think I'm giving up!
Pain no more? I don't know T.T

P.S. 10months is not a short time! *slaps*

What happened to me!?

2011-04-06T12:54:00.004+08:00

Why it always come at the wrong time!?
When I was out, when I was sleeping, when I was dreaming...

Why couldn't it just come when my fingers were on the piano!?
The beautiful melodies I dreamt about that night, hardly remember...
But I'm 101% sure that I havn't heard it before!
Crap my head to remember still... I got nothing ~ *cries*

My plan since last year!!! couldn't be done!!!
Oh please!!!! no way!!!

P.S. Just for you..

So dead..

2011-04-05T17:02:00.002+08:00

Yup, me = dead ~
I really need to get myself something to do!!!

Yesterday I thought of many like :
- Clean my wardrobe
- Clean my table
- Wash my bags
- Learn to play a new song
- Compose a song
- Master Korean & Jap
- Bake something
(Well, actually I planned all these 2 months ago, not even ONE thing is done!)

Damn!!! I hate myself T.T

And now I think the 1st thing that should be done is LEARN JAP!!!
I DON'T LIKE the feeling when I couldn't sing by looking at the lyrics!
I read jap like how my grandma walks = slow.. haha..
(Ah ma, I'm NOT teasing you alright! You know I love you don't you!? ehiek ~)

So I really need to do something start from tomorrow before I rust!
The pain is killing still, I should just continue be like a dead person today.
Only for today I promise! ahaha...

P.S. #whycantyoujust feel it?

I'm officially missing you

2011-04-04T16:11:00.002+08:00

But I guess it's safe to say, I'm officially missing you!

P.S. #ilovewhen you smile..

아이스크림!

2011-03-31T15:04:00.000+08:00

P.S. I love you just like how I love the piano!

LOL 1st outing!

2011-03-31T11:26:00.003+08:00

So tomorrow is the day!!!
First outing of LOL. Ehiek ~
But only four of us - Sam, Jo, Mike & I can make it.
The 2 "girls" in Sunway, I hate y'all!!! nah, just kidding ~

By the way, we have one NEW member now! Justin!!! (aka Buey)
I want him to be in LOL!!! hehe
How good if 7 of us can go hang out together!!??
7?!? my lucky number 7!!! Then I'll be lucky for the whole day of outing?
(forgive me for talking crap again ~)

They said meet at 8.30am.
Oh damn! I always wake up at 11 something recently!!!
Hope I can get up early 2mrw ~ sleep early tonight!
Sleep straight after dinner??? 8pm??? haha
cause if I go to bed at 10pm I'll end up falling asleep at 12 or 1 ~
Blame the stupid insomnia!!

Anyway, I just CAN'T WAIT for tomorrow to come!!!
Hope it won't rain tomorrow ~ I wanna have fun!!!!!!!
YEAH!!!

P.S. Chicken rice for lunch again? I don't like you mama! T.T

Yea so true ~

2011-03-30T22:50:00.002+08:00

Jealousy can kill & I just got killed by it ~

P.S. I hate you!

Piano - My Love

2011-03-30T19:05:00.003+08:00

So when did I started to be so into piano?
When I was 8 or 9?? around that..
I told my mom about it, she said the fees is way too expensive.
My face turned into =(

Don't expect a 9 year-old small kid to understand about financial problem.
Last time, my family wasn't too poor, not rich enough to buy me a piano though.
So I waited...

Then when I was standard5,
my mom happened to find a music teacher who stayed near to my house.
At that moment, I thought my dreaming was going to come true! yeah!
But it was just a totally different story after I went for my 1st lesson.
Although I didn't know much about piano but I didn't remember piano has got 2 keyboards which you played right hand on the upper one, then left hand on the bottom one. And why so many pedals???
Then only I realised that my mom thought piano & organ are the same, just a musical instrument.

So I had no choice but learned it until I went to Form1.
I even took the exam...
But I knew it so clearly that what I really want so I gave up on organ.
You know, half an hour lesson was killing me already.

Oh my then finally!!!
After I moved to my new house,
there's a music centre in my taman! Hooray!!! Yesh!!!
I started my 1st lesson of piano in Form3, late isn't it?
But who cares!!?? as long as I got what I've been longing for..

People who are lucky, who have the opportunity to learn it during their young age definitely won't understand how I feel.
And till today, 3 years already ~ Time flies!
I could still remember the 1st day I went for the lesson.
Everyone else is so much younger than me.. xP
And I'm currently doing Grade6 for theory, Grade3 for practical. ^^

Oh yea, thank god I learned organ. I catched up fast ~ hah
So I should thanks my mama as well? yeap! haha.
And my dad who "sponsored" me in everything, he bought me an upright-grand-piano last year! I'm loving it! =)

And WHY do I love it so much?
I just feel so great to have my fingers on the cold, black & white keyboard.
Having my both hands on, playing a beautiful melody. Awww... how good ~
and they're just melodies, no pollutants.. so peaceful ~
Most importantly, I'll forget everything which goes around whenever I play the piano.
It helps to get over all my sorrow, tiredness, pain...
Just hope that I can play it till the end of my life.

P.S. Please don't underestimate my love <3 for piano. It's shooo BIG you know! XD

0330

2011-03-30T18:34:00.001+08:00

P.S. 0330am

久违了！

2011-03-29T21:53:00.004+08:00

哇！
真的好久没用中文写文章了。
今天该聊些什么呢？

我还是有点困惑。
到底我适合一条怎样的路？
这个问题，几乎每个晚上我都在思考。
或许是因为这样才会一直失眠吧？

我能走的路其实很多，
但最近发生了一些事，我觉得自己的抗压力实在太低了。
近临崩溃的那种感觉，我不想再去感受。
现在想的，只是一条能够让自己走的舒服的路。
但这可能吗？不用想应该也知道。

其实，我真正喜欢的是不受约束的工作。
想做就做，不做就不做，但这是不可能的。
顺其自然？但也不能全等着老天爷来安排吧？
还是我爸？

说真的，我好怀念以前固执的我，一意孤行。
虽然有点讨厌，但至少我知道什么是坚持。
理直气壮地说过，我不会放弃。
但现在基于某些原因，我逃走了。
真的好想克服它！这条路，因为它的出现显得好拥挤。
我好想尽最大的努力，撑过去。

现在的我，好茫然。
到底是该听取别人的建议，还是顺从内心的呼唤？
其实我很清楚自己喜欢的，但就是少了份勇气来实践它。
或许我真正应该寻找的，是这份勇气。
然后，答案就会自然而然地出现？

P.S. 不说并不代表不在乎。有时候笑，是因为太痛苦了...

Yes, it's true!

2011-03-29T20:49:00.005+08:00

I fought with my little bro (8yr old) today!
You might think that : what the hell!? bully small kid!

BUT
I didn't!!! I just asked him to finish eating his lunch, then he started yelling.
So I yelled back & he bit me..
Oh come on, I'll never let a small kid treats me like this! I'm the sister ok!!!

Then started fighting ~
He scratched my hand & asked me better go die!!!!
And you know what he did next??
He called my dad and said that I bullied him & asked him go die!!!???
*faints*

So that's my brother!!!
Well, I don't & I won't hate him no matter what he did..
I just hope that he'd stop acting like that & grow up to be a good one ~

My dear bro, you know when I scolded you, it was because you've done something wrong.
Maybe you're still too young to understand all these but I still not gonna let you behave like that..
No matter how, as your jie jie I love you <3

This is life...

2011-03-28T22:33:00.007+08:00

When you want something so badly, you will never get what you wish for.
God has always wrote you some other stories, just to make me tough or just want me to give up?
I don't know & I'll never know.

I'm so confused..
Cause when I told myself to give up, there's always something pulling me back.
But when I wanna try my very best, You always turn me down..
Why? Is it because I've done it wrongly? Or I don't deserve it?

P.S. I know I'll get the answer from you but not now... 보고싶다.

아직..

2011-03-28T22:29:00.001+08:00

잊을 수 없는데...

For you..

2011-03-26T12:50:00.001+08:00

I have to start right now!!!
By then you will know...

2011-03-26T12:29:00.003+08:00

아직 기다리고 있어...

I'm lost too..

2011-03-24T14:23:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. you know ~ before I got my results, everyone was like : Hey so what you gonna do next? form6? college? scholarship????
That time I can still say : alah, wait for results 1st lar, don't need to be so gan jiong!

And now I've got my results but.. this morning I just stared at the JPA scholarship website.
Yes, I did say I wanna apply for scholarship BUT what course I want?
What do I actually like and want to do in my future???
I'm so lost ~~~
My parents gave me like so much opinions, dang!!! I'm not interested at all..
Why??? I don't even know what I wanna do!!! How come???

I used to say that I wanna major in Korean language cause you know I just like it so much.
But as expected my dad wouldn't allow me to do so, and then I changed my mind.
Music? Architecture? Engineering? Science? What I want???
I'm still looking for the answer, I need time to look for it but it seems like they're not giving me much time..
I don't wanna make a wrong decision & be so regretful for the rest of my life.

What actually suits me the best? God knows?
Please help me, I need direction! I'm lost...

P.S. Being too free is NOT good at all!

Actually..

2011-03-23T22:06:00.003+08:00

I don't mind waiting...

23th March 2011

2011-03-23T20:09:00.010+08:00

Awww!!! So today is the day!!!
Wasn't nervous until I stepped into the school, especially those juniors kept giving me that kind of look. xP
Anyway, I'm satisfied with my results =)

5A+
- Chemistry (Yeah!!!! I love you Pn. Poh!!!),
- Add. MT (Thank you Pn. Lee & Mr. Low for always having faith in us!),
- Mod. MT (Thank you Pn. Ng!),
- Sejarah (woot!!! unexpected!),
- Moral (Thank you Pn. Foo!)

3As
- Biology (I thought I gonna get a B+ or worst ~ but still thank you Pn. Raja!),
- English (A2 for 1119 so it's okay!),
- Physics (woot!!! I only hope for an A-)

1A-
- Bahasa Melayu (thank you Pn. Norma! & sorry En. Sidek, I should've done better)

1B+
- Chinese (Nevermind, I'm not sad and I'm PROUD to say that I took Chinese in SPM! Thank you our chinese teacher & also Pn. Teoh!!!)

And also thank you to my family & friends!!! I love y'all!!! You make my life so great!!!

SMILE no matter what the outcome is, so I'm smiling so WIDE now! ahahahah XD

P.S. Congratz to all my frenz who've done well & Congratz to Sam (Chye Yuen) for getting straight A+!!!!!!

Tomorrow!!!

2011-03-22T11:56:00.004+08:00

Ahah!!! so tomorrow is the day!!!
SPM results coming out ~ woot!
No, I'm not that nervous as I thought I'd be cause I've learnt one thing!
No matter how nervous I get the outcome's going to be the same k.
So I should just relax, sleep early tonight and wait for what's coming tomorrow.
Just hope that my results won't be that bad, especially Chinese..
Good luck to me and everyone else!!!

P.S. I just accidentally closed the page that I'm playing Pet Society & now I'm gonna load again! Damn it!!! It's gonna take so long!!!

The Spider Incident

2011-03-21T12:56:00.002+08:00

Ahaha.. I'm here today to talk about SPIDER!? lol wth?

Ermm.. so yesterday around 10 smthing, I was lying down on my bed ready to sleep.
And then I saw a little thing stopped on my bears beside my head.
So I thought it was just mosquito, and I started : Hu! hu! *blows*
BUT it came closer to me like so fast and walked on my cheek!
The feeling was weird cause you know spider has 8 legs! very "ngiaw" lol.. haha
And I got up, it dropped on my pillow and I "hu" again and then it was gone!
I don't know but it just disappeared ~
So I just went to sleep like nothing happened afterwards.
I didn't scream & actually tried to search for it! siao!!

P.S. I thought it was mosquito cause I was sleepy at the time so hardly see what was it. XP

I'm SHOO...

2011-03-18T18:43:00.002+08:00

In <3 with TVXQ's new song now!!!
이것만은 알고가...
내 곁에 올거야 ~~~

Greatest Love

2011-03-17T13:42:00.002+08:00

#prayforjapan
You have my greatest love!

Eh!?

2011-03-17T11:47:00.002+08:00

wow! I've been updating my blog regularly. Ehiek ~

So we made jelly yesterday!!! ahaha...
The pictures are with ShinYee so just wait for her to upload lol.. heh
6 layered jelly! I like the color!!! ehiek!
Buey was suppose to join us but her dog get bitten so she had to take care of her doggie.
Get well soon ok!

You know sometimes I wonder what's my purpose to update my blog like so often..
cause I think nobody actually cares to open up this page and read all the crap I've written.
But what I have in mind is I just need a place to say something so people! I don't care if you think all these are rubbish!
And now I gotta go! Buh bye!

P.S. Saturday please come faster! I miss all my friends! Manzuu ~~

终于..

2011-03-16T10:57:00.001+08:00

彻底崩溃了...
눈물이 나나봐 ~

P.S. 할수 있어! 화이팅!

有一天，终会累的。

2011-03-15T15:48:00.002+08:00

到底还在逞强什么？
真的累了...

P.S. Perhaps I should just say bye with a smile.

Ehiek!

2011-03-15T13:33:00.000+08:00

So yesterday was the 99th post??? hehe

Let's pray..

2011-03-14T13:43:00.004+08:00

Just by watching the news make me wanna cry.
I don't know why?? a very strong feeling just keep coming.
I couldn't help but cried so hard in my heart.
Let's pray for Japan! がんばって!!!

P.S. 我能做的，除了祈祷还是祈祷。天灾就此停止吧！

There must be a reason..

2011-03-11T23:21:00.003+08:00

why would I care?
cause I care too much about you?
only God knows..

P.S. Pray hard for Japan! God, You hear my prayer?

Yesh! Here comes my man!!!

2011-03-11T16:04:00.001+08:00

Dang dang!!! Long time no see ~ Hwang!!!

I don't even know that you cut your hair T.T sad case ~

It's time to..

2011-03-11T14:32:00.002+08:00

master my Korean & work harder on Japanese..
I realise that I couldn't read korean fast, like last time!
This is NOT GOOD man!!! So, I should work bery bery bery hard on these two languages after my theory exam..

Talking about theory exam!!! shit!!! I havn't started memorising all the meanings!! ~
Damn it!!!!

That Man

2011-03-11T13:32:00.000+08:00

This is how it should be..

2011-03-10T22:12:00.000+08:00

Everything sounds so right because of you!

I don't wait that long..

2011-03-09T22:10:00.004+08:00

By the time you look back, I'm already gone.

2011-03-08T14:37:00.002+08:00

I'm like a bubble,
with one POKE, then I'm GONE.
So.. don't TOUCH me & let me FLY.

Just smile

2011-03-08T13:57:00.000+08:00

You put this =) on my face!
You made my day! thank you!

2011-03-06T18:22:00.001+08:00

너무 아파.. 아파..

Hope comes & goes..

2011-03-05T16:48:00.003+08:00

It happened by the time you ignited the light, it sparkled then...
It lasted not even few minutes..
So should I just let it go & say bye with a smile?

P.S. Why couldn't I just accept the fact & move on?
Happiness = Agony for now..

88th post!!!

2011-03-05T15:26:00.002+08:00

88!!?? nice number isn't it? But 88posts for 2years are actually not that muchhh.. XP
Pet society-ing again!!! ehiek ~ too bored! what to do??
Anyway, I heart Song Ji Eun's debut song!
Especially that girl in her mv, prettay! ^^

Nothing much to say today, ermmm...
went for driving lesson in the morning which lasted until 12.45pm, so freaking hawtt! I thought I was going to pass out cause fever is not gone yet T.T
I so wanna go home while waiting there cause I felt like I was going to puke!

Everything's tasteless for me now *sobs*
Don't even have appetite to take my lunch.. I only ate half of the Pau.. and An APPLE!
I can't even taste the sweetness.. so sad...
Even ice-cream's tasteless!!!! SOOOO WTH!??
"Thanks to the flu"... I hate to get sicked ~

T.T

2011-03-03T17:47:00.003+08:00

Today is really not my day man!
Headache in the morning, then fever & now swollen eyes!
Oh mian.. I hardly open my eyes now.. sad case.. And I have to drive tomorrow!!!
Hopefully tomorrow I'll be alright ~

I'm gonna be okay! *2PM-ing* xP

Brand New Look!!! =)

2011-03-02T16:28:00.004+08:00

Nah, as you see my blog is totally different now!!! woot ~
Cause I'm kinda sicked of the previous template, everything's so sicked!
So here comes the brand new look of ma blog!!!

yesh ~ don't ask, I'm telling you! I lobeu autumn!!!
So that's why ~
Almost 2hours I've used to "ban leng leng" *cantonese* my blog!!!
Nice? Of course lar, cause it was me who've done this! *ss-ing* (P.S. forgive me plz, too ss ~)
Ok know what, havn't taken my lunch but I'm not hungry?!? what? xP
Done for now.. Buh bye! =)

P.S. My throat is still burning T.T *sobs*

damn it!

2011-03-02T14:30:00.004+08:00

My bodayy is burning now!!! getting sick??? oh no way mian ~
I don't want!!!
Don't wanna be the next one... ishh ishh..
But I can feel my throat burning as well ~
I wanna sing.. ah.. hemm.. err.. hiek.. well, I can't for now T.T

P.S. Just a smile will do =)

=)

2011-02-28T19:31:00.002+08:00

I've been longing for your SMILE..
Hope to see you soon!

yea right ~

2011-02-26T00:07:00.002+08:00

We're in the same position but just different situation.. you got it?

Ehiek! ^o^

2011-02-23T00:03:00.002+08:00

Ehiek hiek hiek hiek hiek... I'm gonna laugh like nobody cares!

=)

2011-02-21T11:50:00.002+08:00

This SMILE is for you ...